BPD and BiP raging out of control. Son's marriage is on the rocks big time and he's only 45 days into sobriety from amphetamines. Refusing help. Want to self injure and overmedicate on a daily basis. Depression rock bottom. Husband travels 4-5 days out of 7 every week so I ramble around a five bedroom house by myself.

Surprisingly coping skills are working. Depression when it hits is short lived and not as hellishly low. Self destructive behaviors are fleeting thoughts only, not actions. Anger and resentment is poured out in my journal, which greatly reduces the intensity, and brings me back to reality.

Thank God for the blessings of T's, AA, NA, support groups, and PC.