Well, one night after 4 years of not feeling anything, I decided to cut, to see what it felt like. For once I felt something. The next day, I regretted it because of the marks. But looking back on it, no one noticed I cut myself. No one at school, not my schools disability counselor, no one. I haven't done it since then, so damn embarrassed. Never will do it again, but felt like crap since no one noticed. And all they had to do was look at me and it would be obvious what had happened.