The red is very non obvious. If you didn't mention it, I wouldn't notice at all. You look as ordinary as anyone on the street.

As long as a person is clean and tidy, it's okay.

I think it's hard to change one own mind, even when we want to. Or else, there will be no such thing as mental health problem and no need of medication. At the same time, trying to work on it is a good thing.


If you compare yourself as photo in magazine, don't. Coz they have make up on and they are photoshop. Even not in photo, make up and no make up can make a big difference too (depends on individual's skill, that's why i rather revealing my true self, LOL )

You are still young. It's not science that teen should have a bf/gf or else there's sth wrong with them, such as appearance. While it's normal that one would want a bf/gf , however romance love is the the only thing that worth our time.

As you enter the not-only-school world, you will have a wider view of life and perhaps you will have a different insight. If you are still in school, you can try volunteer outside school. Also, you can consider seeing a counselor, to get some inspiration, some new idea and insight.