Yes, I am not a child, but the level I function at can be debatable at times... I seem to freeze when it comes to standing up or speaking out for myself.. Prior to my "crashing" I could be out spoken.. When a contract ended, instead of letting me go, I was transferred to another department... The new department was told to never throw work on her(me) desk, because she (me) would throw it right back at you.. Treat her right and you will have no problems... I lost that side of me... I haven't been the same since I crashed and therapy was not helpful ...

I have not totally given up.... I try.. But I also isolate.. seems I am double minded at times....I guess if I did not care, I would not even visit this site.. I just want me back... Me wasn't all that perfect, but was reasonably functional.. and i think spelled better too.. lol

((((((((((((((september))))))))))))) thank you for reaching out...