Thank you for the kind replies. I realize this might be transference, but that does not change the fact of how I feel about this women. I'm just so confused about how to process this all. My heart tells me to just keep emailing her, but my common sense just tells me to stop before I make a complete fool of myself. It is just driving me crazy over whether she actually cared about me, or if I was just lying to myself about her caring about me the whole time. At the end of journey she gave me a number to reach her at to update her on if I was going to stay at the school (part of campus health counselling) and she said that she didn't do that often. In her email after I told her how much I appreciated her, she told me she was sad when our sessions ended and that I will continue to be in her thoughts. I just hope she actually meant this. Maybe she knew I had a crush on her and was just trying to be nice? I don't know. All this speculation is driving me nuts and making me more depressed. It's hard because I want to forget about her, but at the same time if I try so hard to forget her, I will be forgetting all of the progress I made in therapy. I am just so confused and frustrated right now...