Having a horrible day... I thought it was going to be a bit better seeing as I had almost a 10hr sleep and only woke up once. I haven't slept that long in months.
I woke up feeling pretty good, then my mom messaged me telling me that my uncle is in the hospital again.. He's been in and out of the hospital with cancer issues since he was a late teen. The last time he was in the hospital I went to visit him alone and he told me dead seriously that if he ends up in the hospital one more time that he's done fighting for his life...
I'm so worried that he's not going to pull through this time, he has blood clots all through him, his kidneys are failing, he's getting full on dialysis which isn't working, his circulation is starting to fail, and he has an infection in his foot that's so bad they keep slowly removing the tissue :'(
I don't know what the f**k to do. Everytime I think that things might start to look up something even worse happens

ugh!