No, it wouldn't let me look at you.

But I don't have to look at you to offer my perspective on the situation. When someone takes, takes, and takes more from the relationship ~ and never gives back in some way, you're being used. It's not a friendship. You need to stand up tall and tell her how you are feeling. That may end the relationship right there. But, it's certainly better than allowing her to take more than you're comfortable giving her.

Hugs and best wishes to you!