Hi all, I know i;ve not been online lately I have been through serious rought seas where my stress level has risen sky high beyond what it should be. I had a couple of visistors in town and it didnt go well for me at all. I ended up being hurt, and being re- abused sexually and emotionally as well. I thought it was over, but for me my abuse still continues.

I am very very numb right now throughout my body, I have no one that i can talk to about whats really going on, and have been very very sick through this whole thing.

I am in need of friends and enormous support at this time. Can anyone be here for me?

I also need some information, does anyone know of any safe places I can go to if things get really bad for me next time, i dont mean a hosptial but like a safe house i can go to if abuse gets out of hand next time? I am sorry to ask but have no where else to ask?

My life is upside down, and broken beyond repair.