Hi Kat

My T keeps that trash can close by for me too. Sometimes it just feels like everything is being ripped out of me. Hurts so much.

I was brought up in a child pronring and child sex group until the age of 13. Don't have to many memories right now. One of the good thing about DID. But the memories I do have a lot of times I can't handle. I know by the age of 5, I was being traded out. SRA is still a big question right now. Some memories that are starting to come up are pointing in that direction.

Been brainwashed for so long it's hard to tell what's true and what isn't. But been told many times by a main abuser that he put demons in me to control me.

This is getting into a lot, so if you want to PM feel free to do so.

Lisa