I suffer blackouts which come and go from childhood. The flashbacks from memories when they hit are scary and confusing.
I don't know what they are or what the "clinical" term is but I don't care much for them.
Until what I can only refer to as "my demise" I never had them. Perhaphs the breaking point opened something within me that broke down the "protective" walls I built which allowed them to come through. I dont know...
I have no answers...
I hope someone has them and can add some insight.
Wishing you well
Cotton