I have been away from everything for a week. No parents to say mean things and bring me down. Nobody to make fun of me. Now today it will all come rushing back and there is nothing I can do but sit and watch. What do you do when you don't want to go home but have to. I can't deal with my parents. They ignore my thoughts, my feelings, they have call me stupid, they hurt me so bad, and the worst things is my brother agrees. I have no one in my house I can talk to. I am going back to being trapped. It is the worst feeling. It is making me sick.