Kalamity,

I understand the fear of opening up too much, and the safe feeling of being ambigious.

My loneliness can be so stifling yet ---closeness and comradery escalate my anxiety beyond control.....

I've not completed any project I've ever started for fear it will fail---(quit college, different hobbies lay around half complete) can't fail if it's not finished. I wish I could just stick with one job even!

I dream of that warm feeling of assurance and acceptance while having coffee with a friend-- but my inner self believes I'm not friend quality.

Thank you for posting...... I find it very difficult to post about my inner struggles-- don't think I could have done this on my own.

I apologize I don't have anything uplifting to give to you.... wish I knew the right things to say. I do think it's a good step you took in posting.

Wishing you inner peace.