I totally feel the same way lately. I just want to be left alone!!! A minor question from someone sends me screaming and I hate that about myself and feel guilt right after yet somehow forget that guilt when I am yelling again. My husband asked me if I was sleeping via text and I said "No. What the FFF do you need to know that for anyways". He asked why I was being so mean

I don't want to be like this. I live in a small town so you have to save face all the time it feels like and my neighbor backed out onto the road while I was driving and I yelled WTF are you doing, you don't see me?!?! Now I have to face this woman ugh. The other day I called my other neighbor a B so this should be an interesting summer while everyone is out doing their yard stuff. FML