Hi, I came because I am needing some support and I'm afraid of burning out my friends. I don't have a lot to give back to them right now. I am very sad, and life seems so hard. I've been through this before and I keep telling myself this will past, but I want it to be gone now. I'm very low on motivation and don't take much joy in anything right now. I feel like just laying down and fading away. I'm seeing a therapist right now and a psychiatrist. I just want this empty, awful feeling to go away. I'm blessed in many ways but it doesn't seem to make a difference in the darkness.

Thanks for the opportunity to vent.