Thank you! I just can't believe how ungreatful people are. How can 2 kids,your own home,I made enough money to make sure all bills were paid the Kids had what they needed. And I still had enough that I would buy her anying she wanted. And it was not good enough. That last time I talked to her I told her,Iam sorry I failed you,I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you,I'm sorry I failed our family. Yea I do have depression,I have bad self esteem but Im not a bad person. Yea I did mess up and did drugs but even with that. I made sure the bills were paid the kids were ok and she was ok. And yes I used them for relief. I don't know how to explain this but I feel like I'm the worst looking person on earth,but I don't think I'm that bad does that make sense? I'm 5'9 160 lbs short hair and goatee. But I guess the fact I have had 2 girlfriends that both left me for what I think was no reason at all except for they thought they could do better. Everyday I ask myself. What is so wrong with me? What did I do so wrong? How could the mother of my children do this to me? I don't understand