Yes I agree, and being here is a great way to vent. I am glad to read your updates and to know whats been going on with you. I hate to use another chiche saying "don't put all your eggs in one basket" but it seems to fit here. It will come. Friends are everywhere. They are here on this site. We are here to support you and I am glad you chose to come here and vent. It will happen for you it will. But like shez said, enjoy every day, and try not to stress yourself out about things that are not in your control. You can't control others and their actions but you can control yours.

Good luck and keep us posted!