Has been a while since I wrote a post. Hav been feeling fine till the middle of this week. Since I started meds in Jan I've had 7 abscesses under my right arm so you can imagine the amount of antibiotics I've been taking. I've picked up weight, and my moods have been the same. Last week doc added another pill with some horendous side effects sometimes even fatal!!!! How can I drink this crap and still feel bad????? If it was a magic pill I would have taken it with joy! The doc says the underarm abcsess is not from meds!! We are moving out of RURAL KZN to a nice small town end of June so my spirit has been lighter and will probablY be a lot better when we are there seeing as the BP flared up when we moved here! I want to fit into my old clothes and be able to run a 3 km track without worries that my liver, kidneys or heart might fail am 27 and don't want this crap in my body! Is it normal to feel this way? Or am I just paranoid?? Help please.