June 3, 2011 I took a X-Acto knife, put a knew blade into it, cleaned it with alcohol, then cut the middle finger of my right hand along the side. It was a deep cut almost to the bone, cut through an artery that runs up the side of your finger (on purpose) it bled profusely (also done on purpose). It was deliberately done just to the point were I wouldn’t have to go to a doctor. That is all very bad, but there is some good news, sense then I haven’t engaged in any SI.

But all things aren’t all good, I recently tried to throw away my X-Acto knife but just couldn’t. Don’t plan on ever miss-using it again but can’t seem to get up the courage to toss it out.