For me, suicidal thoughts are not worrisome. They happen a lot. Just today, I was walking across a bridge and had an image of me jumping. I didn't really want to. Thought about leaving my bagn with I'd, maybe a scribbled note. The scenerio existed. I'm not even depressed right now, my brain just does that.

I remember once telling a psychiatrist after she asked me how often I thought of suicide, not that often like twice an hour. She gave me a funny look. Ha! I was depressed at that time! Now, like twice a month if that but, a thought doesn't always indicate intent.