on friday, i went to pdoc i told her about feeling like i am in a dream all the time and things not seeming real, and hearing things in my head, she then brought up about where i had mentioned black outs to her in the past and asked me about SI, i told her i rarley cut anymore that i hit instead, she then told me i am Dissociative, but really didnt give me much more detail then that other then that its whats causing the voices in my head and the dream like state.. she pushed me in the office to point i had to excuse my self and go to washroom because i was so angry with my self i could feel my self almost reaching that point where i black out and were i was also a little bit fusterated with her pushing i was afraid if of what might happen...but after going to the bathroom and calming my self down, when i came back she seemed to stop pushin me... so i was ok... i really dont know what to think...most of me is saying no way this cant be true but then there is a small part of me who feels it makes sence.... im confused... any one been through this? and if so do you have any advice?