
Jun 03, 2012, 08:25 PM
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Member Since: May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
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Originally Posted by Seshat
sidestepper, I'm sorry you're feeling like this and I understand your empathy and your concerns about the hospital issue. Not being able to call an ambulance if you don't sign the papers and wanting carte blanche? WTF? That doesn't right. Sending hugs.
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Thanks Sesahat and everyone else.
I was so exhausted I went to bed early Thursday night and slept until Sunday am. I would wake up to feed Sir and bathroom runs but that was it. I don't know if a person can really catch up on sleep or not but I feel much better after a couple days of sleep. I also manage to avoid sugar which has to be a good thing--more and more I'm thinking my sugar addicting is directly related to my physical wellbeing. The more I have, the more I crave it and can not --not say no. If I go a day with out it it is easy to say no if I eat a bunch I can not stop. Does anyone else have this problem with sugar? It makes my mood go down, my ability to sleep disappear, my will to exercise disappear. It is like a drug to me? Kills my appetite for any other food. If I eat healthy food for a while I do not crave it, but eat it and then I can't stop eating it!
The all day Fri and Sat sleep got me off to a new start this morning, I had promised to go to a church with Anna( the manager here where I live, but don't ask, not sure where I'm at with that yet---still processing that---I'm at odds w/ religion, but need to find something to get out of the house-and they do have ASL-American sign language) but lunch after was nice, healthy food, abet most of it is sitting in frig, restaurants always give you much to large a portion to eat in one setting. Still no sugar-- 3 days! Does sleeping days count?
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