Wow that is weird, something like that happened to me once but I don't remember much about it, I just remember being upset over someone thinking I could be violent--me? Isn't that odd how these professionally trained people can be so far off, it is quite scary to think they have so much power to change and label people for life. I have never hurt anyone either, just myself.
The group I go to now, at the end everyone must say that they will not hurt themselves or anyone else at the end of group, and will show up the next day, it strikes me as very corny. I always want to start laughing. My ex who was diagnosed as a sociopath could look someone straight in the eye and promise not to hurt them and 5 minutes later be killing them. I'm just not sure about this group, I'm hanging in there but I don't have a good gut feeling about it--but then can I trust my gut at this point? I don't think so.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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