So I'm just sitting here in bed waiting for my laundry to be done. And mind starts to wander about life stuff and my current situation. I look at other people's lives and think "why can't I have that. Why is it so hard for me to get those things?". I'm beginning to wonder if my life will ever get back on track. And will I ever be truly happy as I see other be happy with their lives, jobs, and families. I just don't know anymore.