Yep Shezbut where i live the mind set is very traditional and we just have to live with that i should be very daring to go against those to finally end up alone without support which will make my life worst.
perna and athena to ease things i know i should try move on with my husband but when the thoughts and messages of his infidelity comes to my mind i just want to leave everything and make his life hell and in so doing i'm also destroying myself.
he says he cares and loves but he has a weird way of ahowing it or rather he shows it only when he wants to like love making its rare that he's do the first approach and i feel cheap when doing the first step not ot say that after the infidelity event i feel like waste after doing it and cries inside that i got a used person when i myself kept me well..
i know i'm suffocating inside and i often just be silent instead of speaking out my thoughts about him specially. so he mostly don't know how much hurt and hatred i am inside.
he won't change and i doubt once he thinks things settled he'll get back to cheating again..