I am being really triggered today and am wanting to cut. I haven't so far and want to make dinner for my parents but that involves using a knife so am waiting until my mom gets home. I do want to surprise them with a strawberry pie.

I am trying to figure out what caused this day to start off bad. It could be that I slept to long and now need to punish myself and this is how I am wanting to do it.

Thanks for letting me vent.

Don't Blame me I just do what the Voices Tell me to do