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Jun 04, 2012, 05:49 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
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I too felt like that as a teenager. It was the most devastating time of my life.  Actually, the young man was a very nice, decent guy -- but he had eyes for another -- it's just that when he would break up with her occasionally, he'd come to ME. And of course because I loved him so, I'd take him back. My self esteem was so low that I allowed him to continually return. I kept hoping that one day he'd stay. But, he didn't. They ended up getting married, and I thought I'd die.
That plagued me for years afterwards -- and I'm ashamed to admit, it even hurt after *I* got married!!!  He was my first love.
Thank God that's over with!  I'd never go back to those days for all the money on earth!!! I hear people all the time saying "Wouldn't you love to be a teenager again?" HECK NO!!!
Thanks for the post PlatinumHeart - it brought back some lovely, yet painful memories.  But I don't mind remembering them. God bless. Hugs, Lee 
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