But you are important, and so are your words and thoughts. Besides this is a good post. If you don't mind, it's exactly what I'm worrying about too.

I think about my T a lot. And I feel like I like him too much. I discussed it with him yesterday. It kind of fell out, I hadn't meant to discuss it. I wanted him to say something like; "yeah, you got to try to keep that in check." But he didn't. He just said stuff about it happens cause of all the stuff you discuss, and that these relationships are different. It didn't really help. It just made me feel anxious and angry, at him and me.

It feels stupid to worry about liking someone too much. I know somehow I should just let it go and ignore these feelings. It makes me feel so angry, I just want to rage. It feels ridiculous to spend so much time thinking about them, especially when you kind of know they won't be thinking about you again until two minutes before your next session.

Good to hear that others think about them too much also. My therapist once joked about how he knew I was actually doing okay cause I'd had the presence of mind not to show up on his doorstep. It makes me feel like such an idiot to be caught on this.

If you feel like talking more, I'm listening. Quay