What a wonderful way to put it Hankster. I am trying really hard to be there and not have this be about me and my ptsd. I really didn't know if I would be capable of being in that room and be able to keep the PTSD symptoms at bay. The last time I was around my sister, I ended up frozen in flashbacks and could not even speak and it frightened my mother. I was so relieved that didn't happen and I was able to do what I did, it really felt so reassuring.