Oh gosh.. There's this blog on tumblr that concentrates on mental illnesses. It's kind of like the "you know you're BPD" subject on this forum. Just like..
I'll put the link here. WARNING!! It may be triggering. Sure got my mood down.
LINK: http://tatteredsanity.tumblr.com/tag...ality-disorder
That's the BPD page of it.

Anyway.. I noticed some of my friends reblogging a picture on there. About jealousy. Now.. They don't have BPD. One of them knows about my struggles. So I was just.. beyond.. disappointed. I mean.. That's like.. HOW?!?! I mean. They take it as "Oh yeah, I'll reblog it cause I get jealous too" but they have NO IDEA what it feels like. It's like treating the illness as a joke. That just hurt and I'm sooooo upset now. I'm shaking.

I just can't describe what I mean.. Like.. Aah.