Awwwww bear I wish I knew what to say, I feel guilt too and only some is warrented and it hurts when I can't undo my mistakes. It's strange how I remember and feel the nawwing in my guts of mistakes I've made decades ago. I could just stop my life and never make anymore, except the stopping, oh wait I've done that and it didn't help either... idk muddle on and forgive, rectifie if you can, etc. It does little if any good to pile it on and bully yourself for things you can't change I figure. I try to use any justified guilt to feel good about learning how to think and behave better in the future.

TC bear~Down