No, you didn't read me wrong. It's hard to explain, but when I read that comment, it was like being victimized all over again. I've had many years of counseling, but a trauma like that, you just never get over.

Anyway, I was all prepared to delete my account, then I read the guidelines. I guess you really should read that stuff first! We are not allowed to delete posts or account without DocJon's permission. The posts are there forever and searchable. Bummer.

I guess I really have no one to talk to. There are no asperger's counselors or support groups in my area. I've made so many phone calls that my head is spinning.

I'm pretty far into "Aspergirls" and it's a big help. I can attest that there hasn't been a lot of research or support for girls. Let's hope that turns around soon!