Hello!

I was just wondering do you have any old friends that want nothing to do with you? I mean through no fault of your own? I had a close friend that I met in therapy and we spent a lot of time together years ago and used to help each other out. We even attended school together at one point - I used to pick her up from her house (she lives very close to me) and take her to school with me.

Now today my therapist tells me she is very adamant about me "not" contacting her. I told my therapist I would sent her an email to see how she was doing and he told her and she got very upset. She said "no no no don't tell her to contact me".

I mean what did I do that was so wrong? I mean things are going good for me. I graduated school, I have a wonderful boyfriend and I have a part-time job now. I feel accomplished after going through so much and as someone who went through as much as we did together in therapy, wouldn't she feel happy for me?

I guess I know the answer. He told me she is having some hard times. But she knows me. I am the type of person that is willing to help anyone, especially my friend. I feel bad. As if I am a leper or something. I hardly have any real life friends, and we were very close. I feel very bad. I never did anything wrong to her. Ever. Has this ever happened to anyone?