You have a mentor, u were able to survive. No mentor= i dont have reason to survive. Its not a new thing to trust since i never started. I cant bring myself to trust a human being. My t knows i dont trust him or any professionals and we had many conversations about it, going in circles. Its impossible for me to say anything remotely personal at times i just reply with a shrug of the shoulder or a " dunno". I dont recall anything that should cause ne to not trust anyone. I do remember one incident involving my mother however it was on a smaller scale also its a recent incident. I do not recall ever opening up to anyone.
Why is it that ppl that have suffered in the past are the ones helping sufferers now and not sh#* y professionals?
U have reason to live. U have a mentor to follow. Just con. Doing so