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Originally Posted by jbug
. It took me so long to trust him and then when I trusted him he died. What if that happens again? I couldn't handle that. I was so surprised with myself that I didn't end up in the hospital when he did die that I don't know what would happen if something happened to S.
How do you trust again?
Jan
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I think you are stronger than you think. My #1 passed away suddenly and unexpectedly in a boating accident. I was devastated.
Then, #2 came along, and I swore I'd never be able to trust, fall in love, etc. again. We were friends for a year before I even had the slightest clue he had a crush on me. Eight years later, I was engaged to the most wonderful man in the world (#2), my Best Friend / My Heart.
A month after we got engaged, #2 was Dx with Stage 4, aggressive, rare form of cancer. And he passed away.
I NEVER in a zillion years thought I'd get through it.
It takes time.
Yet, here I am. You CAN do this.
