It's been over a year since I've been diagnosed with bipolar where I spent two weeks in the hospital thinking I was Harry Potter and I still worry that I'll go crazy again. I used to have nightmares of people chasing me, now I have nightmares that I am delusional or go crazy. I get paranoid that the meds will stop working and I'll snap and have to go back to the hospital. What is the likelyhood that this will happen? So far the meds have been working fantastically: I've only had a couple set backs regarding the medication and I am hoping to go completely off the zyprexa soon. I've lost ten pounds after gaining 40 and the doctor said that once I'm off the zyprexa the weight will really start to come off.

Is there anything I can do to stop worrying about going back to the hospital?