I feel like I can't do anything correctly. I literally mean everything; I can't drive right. I can't communicate effectively with others. I can't even think right. I wonder why my friends and family put up with me, when I have nothing to contribute. I wonder why God made me; it seems that he designed me to fail. I have feelings for someone (a triumph because I had been too depressed to be interested in romance for a long time), but I know that I can never have a relationship with her because she is nearly perfect and I am a loser.
I'm just sending this out to the universe. Anyone else feel this way? Hugs are greatly appreciated, as are tips on how to be more confident.
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I dwell in possibility-Emily Dickinson
Check out my blog on equality for those with mental health issues (updated 12/4/15) http://phoenixesrisingtogether.blogspot.com
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