I am physically female, age 23. And I only have 2 female alters out of 60+

Some of these male alters are older men, some are little boys. I choose to dress as a male most of the time, and they still feel out of place if they arent wearing appropriate clothes for their weight/age. Im a bit overweight in the last few years so getting to look right in the mirror is a struggle everyday. I know people around me just see me as a person, all regular and what not.

But then I see myself and im like "UGH I DONT LOOK RIGHT AAAGHHH" and i melt down almost every time. But I've gotten used to accepting you cant always look how you percieve yourself.