Hes in hospital. Could die. Dad died in hospital. Might have same thing brother has . Get tested tomorrow. It's genetic. Have had all same symptoms for years. I wanna die. Wait upset because i could die. Dont know what i want. Brain is scrambled. Want my brother
to be ok. We want to hide. So tired. So sad. So scared. How come all my brother did was suffer. He only knew pain. And now he might die. Were us children born just to be lonely and sick and in pain. No one to love us. No one to take care of us. What were we supposed to learn of this life. Something went wrong.