So, I know I haven't posted anything in awhile. To give you all a brief update.. I found out I was pregnant in march, got kicked out of school, and is currently homeless living with my sister. Needless to say, I'm losing my mind.
I stopped taking my meds for the safety of the baby, but I'm really starting to think that maybe I should start taking them again.
I'm worried about being in the right mind set as far as taking care of this kid.
I never wanted kids, and this pregnancy was far from planned. I'm just really struggling on what to do and how to handle my fear and anxiety of raising a child or giving it up. Plus everything thing else I'm dealing with on top of being bipolar. I'm really at my breaking point and I feel like no one really understands where I'm coming from.