ty for responding.. my T is very suppotive and i am so appreciative of that... i just wish there was an easier way of getting through this or a way of calming down the flashbacks and mem's of it from hitting me so hard and so much.. my head just hurts so bad.. its hard to feel im not alone when i know no one else to talk to about this who has been through this crap.. i hate this so much i want all of it to just go away everything to just go away!!!!!1

kat