I know my t is one of them, hes a well sought out t that many other professionals refer to him. However than why is it that he didnt deal with me the way a sought after t would?
I dont understand where my lack of trust comes from, my siblings dont have this specific problem. Though maybe it has to do with a incident that occured when i was younger and they were older so i was maybe side- stepped; i dont recall anything from that young age.
I dont think its possible or realistic for me to find a mentor now.
I am taking small steps as i said it was pretty big for me to actually write in here