I am 63 and bipolar sometimes in denial. I have tried to cope with suspicious thought forever and the battle is getting ahead of me.
I was on lithium for 45 years until my kidneys began to fail and was taken off recently. Im on seriquel 50mg to sleep this is all i take. I have been somewhat stable for six months. Trust and suspicion is my main issue with compulsive thoughts.
My wife of 40 years died of cancer 2.5 years ago and i did well with that.
I also remarried 8 months ago this has been a difficult adjustment with trust and suspicion of my new wife.
she divorced 15 years ago and has been dating until we met.
I feel she might be communicating with a previous relation but nothing to confirm this. So my compulsive thoughts and suspicions are always in motion.
Dont know how to deal with this anymore even with seeing a therapist.