I feel like if I could appreciate all the good things I have, they would most definitely outweigh the bad and the hurt, and I could be a happy person the way I used to be. I dwell so much on the negative things in my life, that I don't even appreciate the good, and I don't take the time to enjoy the things that used to make me happy.

I used to be the kind of person that didn't stay feeling down long. I've always been sensitive and emotional, but there was always so much in life to enjoy that I was never unhappy long. Those same things in life are still around for me to enjoy. I have even MORE good things in life going on now than I used to. So why am I so focused on all the bad? I see and hear of people who have a lot less to be thankful for and happy about than I do, and they seem to hold it together a lot better than I do. I wish I could just be a happy person again.

Thats my rant for the day