I don't know. I truely don't. I think deep down I want to end it, but there is another piece of me that wants to wish it to be real. Maybe I should sleep on it one more night. I am talking to a friend of mine tonight (on the phone, even though she is traveling on business). She is the closest thing I have to a best friend. I just don't want her convincing me to do it if I'm not ready.

Shezbut - thanks, I wish this would go as easily as yours did. I have conveyed my confusion about the relationship in the past, and he has reacted in a vareity of different ways - terribly hurt, vowing never to date again, and also just wanting me to be happy whether it is with or without him. He's not violent or angry in which I would get scared. He would never touch me or anything like that. I just don't want him to say "oh, I'll try and change" and me fall for it. I don't want him to change for me. I just want it to work or for it to end. Does that make any sense?

I really appreciate your responses guys - keep them coming.