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I think not working has had a major aspect to play in my recovery. I was sacked and I still haven't fully gotten over that either. My social life went down the drain too as all my friends were work colleagues. I am just finishing off an app form for a youthworker volunteering job at my local community centre and I am hoping this will help me out. I want to go back into the working world but I am majorly scared at the same time. I was treated like poo in my old work. I have read a lot of info from books and online about bipolar but sometimes I have to walk away from reading it as it really upsets me.
I crave the life I had and grieve over the lost of that life that I feel I won't and can't get back again
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