Well, I don't know if you are depressed or not. But, I do know that not all depression looks the same. What you describe above, especially the parts about not appreciating the good things and focusing on the negative, sounds like the depression I have experienced. And some depression, like mine, can be long term and mostly due to a chemical imbalance. Other times there are situational things in our lives that can cause it. If you have had a lot of changes, are experiencing stress and anxiety, that could be causing whatever it is you are going through.

I do hope, whatever it is you are experiencing and whatever you decide to do with it, that you start to feel better soon! Thanks for posting and I hope to keep hearing from you.