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Jun 05, 2012, 06:01 PM
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Member Since: Jun 2010
Posts: 258
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Hi all,
I messed up again with the SI. I took more than I was suppose to of my blood pressure medication.
I am fine tho. I guess I just have this wicked death wish.
Or it's like a gamble .
I was doing fine until less than a month ago when I did this.
Last night seemed like one of those nights where the depression just got to me again.
I am so tired of "Tina" not being able to just live life the way I want. I have so many fears and phobia's that it's hard to move.
Seems like I never have time to deal with just me, unless it's doped up on BP meds and sleeping. It's an escape.
I see the Nurse Prac Thursday. But, I think I need to tell my therapist and not wait.
But, I am afraid. What do i say? I messed up again. The thing for me is my family has no idea I am doing this. I do that for a reason.
I hate being on this path of destruction.
Thanks for listening. 
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 TinaL
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