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Originally Posted by Secretum
I feel like I can't do anything correctly. I literally mean everything; I can't drive right. I can't communicate effectively with others. I can't even think right. I wonder why my friends and family put up with me, when I have nothing to contribute. I wonder why God made me; it seems that he designed me to fail. I have feelings for someone (a triumph because I had been too depressed to be interested in romance for a long time), but I know that I can never have a relationship with her because she is nearly perfect and I am a loser.
I'm just sending this out to the universe. Anyone else feel this way? Hugs are greatly appreciated, as are tips on how to be more confident.
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Yes, I'm afraid I'm like this a lot… it's like I'm afraid to do anything because I'll f*** it up.
It gets really old. It's gotten to the point to where I've pretty much given up on any kind of dreams. I'm just happy to make it through the day. Well, happy is probably too strong a word.
I had written a bunch more along these lines, but I didn't want to hijack your thread… I just wanted to say that I know how you feel, and it's really starting to kill me inside… so, I guess if you manage to find your way out, give me a holler… I'll be right behind you! And many hugs your way. Man–hugs of course!