Wow, that is a very unexpected turn. I bet you go through two feelings right now, being excited and being teed off about the unnecessary hassle and suffering. I'm not a counselor, but don't suppress anger in this if you have any. If you let it happen and feel it now instead of later it might cleanse itself out and leave you with a more pure feeling of hope for the future.

Good luck.

And for changes... they are hard. When I travel, I pass the city I used to live in. If I go by train, I'm actually passing through the city itself. Even if it is ages ago, it still causes strong feelings if I let it, so I sort of go to another place in my head. The way I could ever move was making a clean break, and the train ride doesn't allow much of that. But... it's fine, it doesn't kill me.

Who is this mysterious devilish BF?