I think it's completely OK, to want to be med free. Although, I have been through many med changes, and have stopped taking my meds many times, and, it never ends well. I wish I could tell you that someday you won't need medication, but I don't think that would be good advice. Right now, I have been med free for about 10 weeks, and, I'm doing well. But, I know from experience there will be a crash. It's a very vicious cycle I lead, so, I would say stick with meds. But, there are people on here that are managing well without, I'm sure you will hear from them. Take care, and good thoughts!